Wednesday, February 3, 2010

After Orgasm:

I have not had an orgasm via masterbation since the CB-6000s showed up.  It has been over a month.  Since then, I have had three orgasms.  All at my wife's choosing and by her touch.  Last night was my third.  As my pattern previously was to follow-up after with several unauthorized ones the next day, today I am horny, but wearing the CB-6000s.  I think to be safe, I will walk my keys out of the house, down the street and go get them when I am ready to take it off at the end of the day.  Since I am extra horny, it is a safe way I could make it through the day.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

End of Trial:

Today, I have planned to do some splitting of fire wood with my splitting maul. I know from last time this activity is beyond the limits of the CB-6000s. As such, I did not walk my keys to the end of the street, but did put on my CB-6000s until I begin splitting wood this afternoon. I have some chores to complete first.

I have been considering, and I think I am now at the point where there is really no trial left for me to wear the CB-6000s through to see how it goes. I have been out about town, in front of friends and neighbors, at a job interview, around kids, doing chores. I have the hygiene pattern down and find going to the bathroom routine. I am no longer being pinched, and can easily put it on. It is comfortable, and I do not see the need to put it to the test any longer. I will simply be using it to maintain my chastity commitments.

The one test left is to wear it while sleeping. This will have to wait until an out-of-town trip or if my wife ever accepts it's use. Until then, I am extremely pleased with the CB-6000s.

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Keys out of the House:

Last night about 5:00am, my wife prompted me to go down on her.  She had a really big orgasm, after a long time of me giving her oral.  I was not given an orgasm and today I am horny.  After I dropped my son off at daycare, I walked my keys down to the end of the street and found a place to leave them for the day.  Now I am safe spending the day home alone with my CB-6000s and no danger of breaking my chastity commitment.

thx cb6ks.

;-}

Monday, January 25, 2010

End of Monday:

It was a very busy day. I had my job interview, ran several errands, and did several chores. I was horny often and kept my CB-6000-s on the whole day. No one gave any sign of noticing. Tomorrow, I think I will get the keys out of the house after I put it on again. Last time, I walked them down the street and left them under a rock at the base of a tree. I think I will put them in the same place tomorrow morning after I put it on. That will ensure my chastity commitment is maintained through the day.

After the Weekend:

I was really horny this weekend, but since my wife was around most of the time, I did not have a chance to use the CB-6000-s. On Sunday, she was out most of the day. I really wanted to put it on, but I had no way of knowing when she was going to be coming back and had to just sweat it out. No too fun.

This morning, after my wife left for work, I put it on almost immediately. I am really not trusting myself today. For one, I am over a week without an orgasm. Secondly, last night I gave my wife a pretty big orgasm via oral. I did not get an orgasm after. The time I spent slowly giving her the orgasm is still fresh in my memory, leading me to be aroused often. I am so thankful for the CB-6k-s today.

I have a job interview at 11:00am. I am wearing briefs under boxers. The lock is not making any sound and there is really no noticeable bulge. It is my plan to stay locked all day again.

I ran out of the free Eros silicon lube that comes with the CB-6000-s package. I tried some KY on Friday, but it didn’t last very long. I have heard a good alternative is platinum wet, or just simply Vaseline Intensive Care. I used the Vaseline Intensive Care today and will see how that goes.

Friday, January 22, 2010

End of 2nd Week

I have made it to Friday of my 2nd week of routine use of the CB-6K-s. I have not had an orgasm during this time, except by my wife's hand, and they were explosive. Each time it was after I gave her an orgasm via oral. Our pattern is I need to continually entice her and when she lets me proceed, it leads to her getting an orgasm via me giving her oral and when she says she is done, she lets me lie next to her and she gives me mine using her hand.

The fact that it has been two weeks w/o me masturbating is credit to the CB-6k-s. I know I would of a few times in there, but I have not. My chastity commitment is in tact.

;-}

Today, I put it on first thing.  I have no plans for any heavy lifting, but my eldest son is coming home after a 1/2 day at school.  I will probally take it off before his bus arrives.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Physical Labor Follow-Up:

This morning I put on my CB-6K-s as I have grown accustom, just after my wife left for work. I knew I was going to gather fire wood again, but wanted to give it a second shot. Plus, today I was not gathering the gigantic logs that I was yesterday. I had a debris pile with smaller pieces where I was going to gather today. There were really no problems. It was only when I got home and decided to split some of the humungous logs from yesterday that I had to remove the CB-6K-s. The lifting very heavy bulk and swinging a splitting maul just are beyond the CB-6K-s to offer a solution.


I think I can follow-up by saying if you are a tradesmen, then okay. If you are a mover, forget it, at least not during your work day.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Well the physical labor test is over. I do not see how if your gig is to lift heavy things during your work day, you could wear a CB. I was lifting heavy pieces of lumber and using a chain saw. I kinda was okay, but when I started to use a splitting maul for splitting down my pieces for firewood, there was just no way. Good news is, my daily grind is typically desk job.

Physical Labor:

Today, I have already put on my CB-6K-s. I have plans to do fire wood gathering. It is something I routinely do, but today is the first time while wearing the CB-6K-s. It is pretty strenuous, as I carry heavy pieces of wood, and work with a chain saw. I will post at the end of the day to describe how it went.

Monday, January 18, 2010

MLK Jr. Day Follow-Up:

Well, it is an hour to go.  I have had up to seven children around, talked to three neighbors in casual conversation, and not once did anyone give any hint of noticing.  The CB-6000-s is just so discrete.

Also, sitting here at the tail end of the day made me realized.  Since the UPS guy dropped off my CB-6000-s, I have had two orgasms.  Neither have been by my touch.  Both were from my wife after I satisfied her first.  This is just such a dramatic lifestyle change and I love it.

;-}

MLK Jr.

Today, both my kids are home due to the MLK holiday. I decided to wear the CB-6000-s all day until just before my wife comes home. I think I have worked out all the comfort issues last week and am now ready to try to work on ensuring concealment. The only practice I have with this is going out for short errands. Today will be a good test for me, but I am confident it will go okay.

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Orgasm After 1st Week:

Yesterday was my birthday. The end of the day had an orgasm waiting. Wow. I ejaculated almost to my collarbone, arching way over my bellybutton.

Intense...

Friday, January 15, 2010

duah!!!

I just had a major “duah” moment. I was only wearing one “top-ring”. I thought the other one was an extra. My “bottom-ring” and “top-ring” were slipping apart and back together causing periodic pinching. I went to the CB-2000 website and as soon as I saw a picture, I realized what I was doing wrong. I went upstairs and put on the second half of the “top-ring” and presto, problem solved. Man do I feel stupid. It is much more comfortable now.


On Fridays my wife comes home early. I put on my CB-6k-s this morning just after she left and have had it on all day. I plan to take it off about 2:00pm incase she shows up earlier then normal. So far, it has been 100% successful at helping me keep my chastity commitments. ;-}

This ends my first week of use. Weekends I do not think I will be using it except for Sunday mornings when my wife and kids leave me alone for 3 hrs to go to Sunday school. I will probably use it then, but beside that, not again until Monday. Things are going great....!!!!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

End of day Recap:

The putting the keys out of the house trick seems to be a good idea when I think I need it.  I was horny through the day.  I do not know if I would of gone to the point of unlocking myself, but knowing the keys were all the way down the street took that option away.

One of the "guide-pins" came off today.  It pushed back into place and stayed there, but after I unlocked myself, I added some contact cement to each to hold them in place in the future.  I also washed everything real well.  Tomorrow, I am going to be traveling out of town and will be leaving the CB-6Ks behind.  Since I will be on a business trip the whole time and not staying over night, I will be safe from breaking my chastity commitment.  If I was going to be staying overnight, I would take it for sure.  Hotels are a common place I break my chastity commitment when I am alone.

Getting Keys Out Of The House:

My plan of staying in the CB-6k-s for eight hours yesterday was interrupted. My youngest son’s daycare closed due to a snow storm and I had to go pick him up at noon. I was thinking of staying locked, but with the uncertainty from the snow storm, I wasn’t sure what the afternoon held and decided to transition out.


I was insanely horny yesterday. The CB-6k-s for sure saved me from a broken chastity commitment. No doubt. Today, I think I will be horny again. I took a precaution. I had passing thoughts yesterday to go and unlock myself. Today, to avoid that, I walked my keys to the end of my street, up a hill and left them at the base of a tree. I figure a walk in the cold would straighten my mind out, if it came to that. My plan is to stay locked until just before my eldest son comes home from school. This will be my first eight hour stretch.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

2nd Full Day:

This morning after my wife left, I took my shower before putting on the CB-6k-s to shave the area freshly. It needed a touch up. I like to stay smooth. When I went to put on the CB-6k-s, I became erect after putting on the "top-ring". I could not get the tube on and had to brush my teeth while things settled down.

Today, my goal is to not remove the lock until my eldest son is almost home from school. This will be eight hours, which is the same as yesterday, but yesterday there were several times I took off the device for adjustments. Today I am comfortable and would like to get use to staying locked.

I put on a freshly washed pair of jeans that are snug. There was a little pressure at first, but now, an hour later, it is fine since the jeans have had a chace to be broken in for the day. I went to the bathroom just now and my penis was not lined up with the hole in the end. I used a q-tip to line it up. I think I will need to carry some around with me when I am outside the house for longer periods.

I can tell I am horny. I have only been a little over a day without an orgasm, but normally after a sexual time with my wife, I follow up with a few "off-the-reservation" orgasms the next day. Since I was in the CB-6k-s yesterday, that did not occur and my horny feelings are building. Plus, yesterday I got some bad news about a job I applied for. I also normally use masturbation as a way of recovering from bad news. Instead last night I did a little binge eating off my diet. That seemed to do the trick to recover from the bad news, but I am still horny.  So far, I am really happy with staying "on-the-reservation" with my chastity commitment to my wife.  All thanks to the CB-6k-s.

Monday, January 11, 2010

...Problem with spacer

After my outing, during which I had several times where I was being pinched, I came home and found there was space between the “top-ring” and "guide-pins". My skin was being pinched when the space closed due to pressure from a change in my position (like when sitting down). The CB-6k-s should not have this give in the “top-ring”. The "spacer" should have been preventing this from happening. I kept the same "locking-pin", but put on the next larger "spacer". This solved the problem right away. There was no longer any give between the “top-ring” and the "guide-pins" where my skin could be pinched.

The outing was a success and I now am off to watch a DVD until my oldest son comes home from school on the bus. I plan to take of the CB-6k-s about ten minutes before he gets home.

First 8 Hr Day:

This morning after my wife left, I went upstairs and put on my CB-6k-s. I proceeded to go through my morning routine of straightening the bedroom and taking a shower. No problems really. I then took my son to daycare, which was my first time out of the house with the device on.

Everything went well. I had to maintain some personal distance when he gave me my good by hug, but otherwise it flowed normally. I felt like everyone knew and were watching me, but of-course they weren’t. The bulge in my jeans is the same as I normally have. The CB-6k-s is very discrete.

When I got back into my mini van for the return trip, I had a pinch at the base of my penis. The skin had gotten bunched together somehow and was being pinched. On the way home I thought it through and decided a smaller spacer would probably fix it. When I got home I replaced it with the smallest one. I have a pretty small penis and as I write this the smallest spacer is comfortable. I plan to check every half hour or so to make sure everything still looks okay. I also added some Vaseline intensive care via a q-tip around the area that got pinched.

Last night, my wife and I had pretty enjoyable sex. She gave me lots of feedback to improve my technique. After she had gotten all she wanted, she let me know it was my tern. I erupted in a heart stopping, ground breaking, orgasm. Normally, the day after something like that, I would follow up with several masturbated orgasms. My thoughts were that my wife just doesn’t realize that I need several to feel satisfied. Also, the images from the night before keep me becoming aroused often. It is a pattern I had often followed, breaking my chastity commitments in the process. I knew this would most likely be the case today and was so thankful for being able to lock on the CB-6k-s right after she left. The mini-van ride to and from the daycare were reoccurring arousals from thinking about last night, followed by relief and comfort in having the CB-6k-s there to help me maintain my chastity commitment.

Today is my first day going for an eight hour stretch. I have to go to the bank and have a meeting with some friends around lunch. This is my first day out while wearing the device and I am looking forward to see how it all goes.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

First Time:

Well, this morning I had alone for the first time since the UPS guy delivered my CB-6000-s. I had done research and knew how to put it on. I couldn't wait. Once the lock was in place, I could not believe how comfortable it was. The "s" model also makes the bulge in the pants almost non-existent. I put on my favorite jeans commando, like I normally do and I couldn't really tell the difference from normal.

Comfort was the first thing I noticed. I was curious how wearing a pound of plastic would feel, but really it was very comfortable. I used the largest ring and largest spacer for the first time and then went about my normal routine. I had about three hours alone. My goals were to try to experience an erection and also my first going to the bathroom. Both were things I was concerned about reading on the device.

I looked at some internet porn to try and get an erection. I noticed it was more difficult to get one for some reason. I am still not sure why. Perhaps the device it self is a distraction to concentration. Once I did, the device successfully stop the process and also keep me from having access to an erect penis. I felt no pain. This was a great relief.

After two cups of tea, it was time to try the bathroom. Because the "s" model is shorter, my stream lined up with the hole spot on. No problem. Again, big relief.

All for now. Tomorrow is my first day in it for an eight hour stretch....