MLK Jr.

Today, both my kids are home due to the MLK holiday. I decided to wear the CB-6000-s all day until just before my wife comes home. I think I have worked out all the comfort issues last week and am now ready to try to work on ensuring concealment. The only practice I have with this is going out for short errands. Today will be a good test for me, but I am confident it will go okay.

Orgasm After 1st Week:

Yesterday was my birthday. The end of the day had an orgasm waiting. Wow. I ejaculated almost to my collarbone, arching way over my bellybutton.

Intense...

duah!!!

I just had a major “duah” moment. I was only wearing one “top-ring”. I thought the other one was an extra. My “bottom-ring” and “top-ring” were slipping apart and back together causing periodic pinching. I went to the CB-2000 website and as soon as I saw a picture, I realized what I was doing wrong. I went upstairs and put on the second half of the “top-ring” and presto, problem solved. Man do I feel stupid. It is much more comfortable now.


On Fridays my wife comes home early. I put on my CB-6k-s this morning just after she left and have had it on all day. I plan to take it off about 2:00pm incase she shows up earlier then normal. So far, it has been 100% successful at helping me keep my chastity commitments. ;-}

This ends my first week of use. Weekends I do not think I will be using it except for Sunday mornings when my wife and kids leave me alone for 3 hrs to go to Sunday school. I will probably use it then, but beside that, not again until Monday. Things are going great....!!!!

End of day Recap:

The putting the keys out of the house trick seems to be a good idea when I think I need it.  I was horny through the day.  I do not know if I would of gone to the point of unlocking myself, but knowing the keys were all the way down the street took that option away.

One of the "guide-pins" came off today.  It pushed back into place and stayed there, but after I unlocked myself, I added some contact cement to each to hold them in place in the future.  I also washed everything real well.  Tomorrow, I am going to be traveling out of town and will be leaving the CB-6Ks behind.  Since I will be on a business trip the whole time and not staying over night, I will be safe from breaking my chastity commitment.  If I was going to be staying overnight, I would take it for sure.  Hotels are a common place I break my chastity commitment when I am alone.

Getting Keys Out Of The House:

My plan of staying in the CB-6k-s for eight hours yesterday was interrupted. My youngest son’s daycare closed due to a snow storm and I had to go pick him up at noon. I was thinking of staying locked, but with the uncertainty from the snow storm, I wasn’t sure what the afternoon held and decided to transition out.


I was insanely horny yesterday. The CB-6k-s for sure saved me from a broken chastity commitment. No doubt. Today, I think I will be horny again. I took a precaution. I had passing thoughts yesterday to go and unlock myself. Today, to avoid that, I walked my keys to the end of my street, up a hill and left them at the base of a tree. I figure a walk in the cold would straighten my mind out, if it came to that. My plan is to stay locked until just before my eldest son comes home from school. This will be my first eight hour stretch.

2nd Full Day:

This morning after my wife left, I took my shower before putting on the CB-6k-s to shave the area freshly. It needed a touch up. I like to stay smooth. When I went to put on the CB-6k-s, I became erect after putting on the "top-ring". I could not get the tube on and had to brush my teeth while things settled down.

Today, my goal is to not remove the lock until my eldest son is almost home from school. This will be eight hours, which is the same as yesterday, but yesterday there were several times I took off the device for adjustments. Today I am comfortable and would like to get use to staying locked.

I put on a freshly washed pair of jeans that are snug. There was a little pressure at first, but now, an hour later, it is fine since the jeans have had a chace to be broken in for the day. I went to the bathroom just now and my penis was not lined up with the hole in the end. I used a q-tip to line it up. I think I will need to carry some around with me when I am outside the house for longer periods.

I can tell I am horny. I have only been a little over a day without an orgasm, but normally after a sexual time with my wife, I follow up with a few "off-the-reservation" orgasms the next day. Since I was in the CB-6k-s yesterday, that did not occur and my horny feelings are building. Plus, yesterday I got some bad news about a job I applied for. I also normally use masturbation as a way of recovering from bad news. Instead last night I did a little binge eating off my diet. That seemed to do the trick to recover from the bad news, but I am still horny.  So far, I am really happy with staying "on-the-reservation" with my chastity commitment to my wife.  All thanks to the CB-6k-s.

...Problem with spacer

After my outing, during which I had several times where I was being pinched, I came home and found there was space between the “top-ring” and "guide-pins". My skin was being pinched when the space closed due to pressure from a change in my position (like when sitting down). The CB-6k-s should not have this give in the “top-ring”. The "spacer" should have been preventing this from happening. I kept the same "locking-pin", but put on the next larger "spacer". This solved the problem right away. There was no longer any give between the “top-ring” and the "guide-pins" where my skin could be pinched.

The outing was a success and I now am off to watch a DVD until my oldest son comes home from school on the bus. I plan to take of the CB-6k-s about ten minutes before he gets home.

First 8 Hr Day:

This morning after my wife left, I went upstairs and put on my CB-6k-s. I proceeded to go through my morning routine of straightening the bedroom and taking a shower. No problems really. I then took my son to daycare, which was my first time out of the house with the device on.

Everything went well. I had to maintain some personal distance when he gave me my good by hug, but otherwise it flowed normally. I felt like everyone knew and were watching me, but of-course they weren’t. The bulge in my jeans is the same as I normally have. The CB-6k-s is very discrete.

When I got back into my mini van for the return trip, I had a pinch at the base of my penis. The skin had gotten bunched together somehow and was being pinched. On the way home I thought it through and decided a smaller spacer would probably fix it. When I got home I replaced it with the smallest one. I have a pretty small penis and as I write this the smallest spacer is comfortable. I plan to check every half hour or so to make sure everything still looks okay. I also added some Vaseline intensive care via a q-tip around the area that got pinched.

Last night, my wife and I had pretty enjoyable sex. She gave me lots of feedback to improve my technique. After she had gotten all she wanted, she let me know it was my tern. I erupted in a heart stopping, ground breaking, orgasm. Normally, the day after something like that, I would follow up with several masturbated orgasms. My thoughts were that my wife just doesn’t realize that I need several to feel satisfied. Also, the images from the night before keep me becoming aroused often. It is a pattern I had often followed, breaking my chastity commitments in the process. I knew this would most likely be the case today and was so thankful for being able to lock on the CB-6k-s right after she left. The mini-van ride to and from the daycare were reoccurring arousals from thinking about last night, followed by relief and comfort in having the CB-6k-s there to help me maintain my chastity commitment.

Today is my first day going for an eight hour stretch. I have to go to the bank and have a meeting with some friends around lunch. This is my first day out while wearing the device and I am looking forward to see how it all goes.

First Time:

Well, this morning I had alone for the first time since the UPS guy delivered my CB-6000-s. I had done research and knew how to put it on. I couldn't wait. Once the lock was in place, I could not believe how comfortable it was. The "s" model also makes the bulge in the pants almost non-existent. I put on my favorite jeans commando, like I normally do and I couldn't really tell the difference from normal.

Comfort was the first thing I noticed. I was curious how wearing a pound of plastic would feel, but really it was very comfortable. I used the largest ring and largest spacer for the first time and then went about my normal routine. I had about three hours alone. My goals were to try to experience an erection and also my first going to the bathroom. Both were things I was concerned about reading on the device.

I looked at some internet porn to try and get an erection. I noticed it was more difficult to get one for some reason. I am still not sure why. Perhaps the device it self is a distraction to concentration. Once I did, the device successfully stop the process and also keep me from having access to an erect penis. I felt no pain. This was a great relief.

After two cups of tea, it was time to try the bathroom. Because the "s" model is shorter, my stream lined up with the hole spot on. No problem. Again, big relief.

All for now. Tomorrow is my first day in it for an eight hour stretch....